When she turned over the other side

you and i

we're mate,friends,and pal

I'll be crazy for you

to make you happy,to shine your day

I'll be insane without you even for a day

between you and i?  

is just a friends 

i think,

at one moment of time

i refuse to know,when my hearts telling me that 

"this is it,you've found your love"

is it?

can't be sure to myself

thousands of untold letter will be hatch

revealing my first love story

a first chapter of a beautiful elegiac novel

but,at one moment,i let it go..

i know it's unfortunate for me,but I've made my path even it's heaven's hallway..

to keep her away from my soul,behind my boundaries line

why? you never meant to be with me

I'm not your soul mate,.

i can't be a guy  to protect you and love you the way it's supposed to be

I'm turning the other way around  to not respond to your sensitive black charcoal eyes when you talked to me

I'll bared with it,thought that there might be a right guy for you instead of me

thought i couldn't make you happy

couldn't make you feel the passions of love

thought that I'm not matured enough to handle such a desired relationship

this time ,this moment,she doesn't know what i feel towards her

i may be bad to let her go on with her fantasies that keep her spinning around
but i can't,because i knew that's the only thing that will make her happy and smile every day

even it's gambling lies,it's worth the lies for good

presents,we're still friends for me..

in way of her thought there's no limitations for her to keep chanting the memories and love fantasies to play..

to play without even a pause,it's all a rewind back scenery..

I'm sorry for my ignorance and disrespectful act to your sacred scents towards me

I'm sorry for everything..

I'll pray for your sun to come to enlighten your soul

to continue your love chapter even without me,I'll be happy for you

sincerely thought and feelings from me..your friends for ever..")

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