Life would be effortless if you do make it easier..
living with lit's on,in a rough plane
unpainted wall,soulful wind,heartless tone, would be nothing better to live with and keeping yourself in seclusion's and conveying your great tact...
Piano's note,those notes,those sounds..some make it so joyful to hear,some excruciating pain causes,heart broken-abandoned,it's all living by itself....
but for some reasons it's painless, feeling numbed used to be let down,used to be hurt,extremely till you can't even let your tears down touches the earth,but soon it was your heart who brought down leaving your soul away,seaming hopes..
left unknown.....
Needed somebody,someone,who can puzzled it up all together,at the moment,i'm laying down anxiously showing my abhorrence of disappointment..
decent of melancholy cries and I'm certainly weren't abashed with it.
Only if i could,only if..i would be rather to cross over..but thinking of the old folks...do really make the cheeks watery,intend to die was just a visions,a look to the after solutions....
Being a loner really do help "the kids"to find it's own shelter,food..
thinking I'm the one..I'm the kid..self sensitivity was an intruders presence and I'm holding tights to my mom's shawl as an armor,feeling to be secure and care,love besides,eyes on to watch me,the only thing that works on me was just her,him and them..it's all family at last for some people "family" do important to them...
but for me,it was a seconds of my breath,veins to my heart,soul to my body..drops of tears..it's all wrapped into one single word "family".
As the owl awaken from the day,clock's shows north,my heart's lid began to close and I'm waiting,waiting and waiting for the next sun to rise on the other side's of earth.till then "TBC"
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